Post by aspen on Jan 6, 2012 21:10:59 GMT
aspen fae blackhill
You got another thing comin' if you think your loved
You're just another little toy in this game of lust
[/center]age;; Twenty
gender;; Female
band you are affiliated with;; Tour Staff
position in band;; Talent/Schedule Manager
sexuality;; Hetero-Sexual (a few drinks could always change that though)
play-by;; Becky Lou Filip
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Difficult. That is the easiest way to describe Aspen truthfully, the girl is sweet, caring, funny, dorky. She is sugar, spice, and everything nice. You get the drill. However, she is only human, which means she has imperfections like everyone else. She is a workaholic, which in a way makes her almost come off as a bitch to those who don’t know her. She prefers to keep people at an arm’s length so that she doesn’t have to worry about people trying to become between her and her job, or just for the sole reason that she does not want to worry about being disappointed. She is an artistic girl by nature, she can draw, paint, sing, play the piano, she’s into photography, but more nature photography unlike her sister. Aspen has a light case of insomnia and when she finds herself unable to sleep, this is when she paints, draws, or completes odd little crafts that she would otherwise never get to do during the day.
Aspen isn’t the type of girl who is prissy, expects someone to hand the world on a silver platter for her, or spoil her in any way. She is very independent and in fact expects very little from anyone, she has her problems, but it is like pulling teeth just to get her to admit that there is a problem let alone what the actual problem is. She feels as if she is pushing her issues upon someone who generally already has their own problems to worry about without having her on top of their own. Just because the girl is rarely seen in shoes that aren’t heels doesn’t mean she cannot take care of herself. Oh no, it is quite the opposite actually, she can run, jump, kick, and whatever else that someone can do in a pair of sneakers the girl can do in her heels.
likes;; Music, Singing, Playing Guitar, Playing Piano, Dancing, Vintage, Pin Up Girls, Photography, Painting, Drawing, Being Organized, Being on Time, Cherry Coke, Kids, Lame Jokes, Art Museums, Dorkiness in General, Random Facts, Being in Control of the Situation, Dolling Up, Wearing Heels, Being a Girl, Arizona iced tea.
dislikes;; Being Stressed, Being Late, Unorganized, Not getting something Done, Drugs, Whores, Fakes, People who don’t know when to be Serious, Being Lazy, Feeling Helpless, When things go Wrong, Not being dressed Up, Crying, Having people see her when she Looks like a Bum, Lying.
quirks and habits;; Scratches at her wrist when uncomfortable (if she doesn’t or someone else doesn’t stop her she can make herself bleed and has a few small scars to prove it), Stands up to things that she fears, but runs when someone disappoints her, Chews on her cheeks when she is concentrating, When things get tough or something bad happens she works more to keep her mind off of things.
strengths;; Organizing, Staying calm, Keeping things professional, Singing, Playing piano, Not setting high expectations for people, Keeping people at arms distance (besides her sister and brother).
weaknesses;; Trusting people to quickly, Her brother and sister, Arizona iced tea, Heels, Disney movies, Pushing someone away if she thinks they are going to distract her from her job, Putting her job before others(rarely, but sometimes even her family).
fears;; If she puts her job aside that she will have no one besides her family, Disappointing people, Doing her job wrong, Loosing either Joshua or Rosalie.
goals;; Be the best that she can be at everything she does.
history;;
[li] Aspen was too young to really care when her father had left after she was born, she relied solely on her brother and grandparents for the consistency that children need as they are growing up.
[/li][li] When he returned she saw him simply as an intruder, a strange man who claimed to be their father. In her eyes, he was just the man who knocked up an insane woman waited for her sister to pop out before disappearing once again.
[/li][li] He was simply a gust of wind, nothing for Aspen to fret about or waste her time thinking about it. Her world however, was rocked when their grandfather died.
[/li][li] This is when things began to get hectic and nerve racking for Aspen; she watched her mother begin drinking and once her grandmother died Aspen spiraled downward. However, just as she still does, when things took a turn for the worse she just worked. She put on a mask and worked, whether it was schoolwork or the after school job that she picked up, Aspen really didn’t care.
[/li][li] Josh was her rock. Everyone around her was dying and at this point, she couldn’t even count on her little sister. She was out drinking, partying, and rebelling. Aspen couldn’t blame her though, she coped with everything by rebelling while Aspen just worked more.
[/li][li] Aspen was so caught up in avoiding everything that she didn’t even attend their mothers funeral. She went to work instead; she felt no sympathy for that woman and still doesn’t regret anything.
[/li][li] Once these kids were moved to live with their uncle, Aspen was always gone. She wouldn’t be surprised if the man thought he only had to kids in his custody.
[/li][li] She was either in the library studying, or out picking up odd jobs here and there to keep herself busy.
[/li][li] Once Aspen graduated, she didn’t waste a second thought in picking up and leaving for an art college off in another state. All of that working and never acting like a child had ended up paying off, since she had saved up enough money to pay for what her scholarships couldn’t cover.
[/li][li] Aspen spent two years at the college; she took as many classes as they would allow her to along with more odd jobs that she could pick up. It was safe to say by this point, that Aspen was a workaholic and even though her life is her work, she does truly love what she does, even if she doesn’t allow herself to have times for anything else.
[/li][li] She couldn’t actually tell you how she had managed to get a position on this tour, maybe it’s just because she was constantly looking for work and the music professor knew it, either way the idea was presented, she went and met with the founders and what not, before packing her stuff up and heading out.
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age;; 90
what makes the world go 'round?;; Does it matter at this point?
roleplay sample;;
Riley Masters and Quinn Connley.
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