*BREAK MY SKIN AND DRAIN ME

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HARRISON BANNER

Twenty three. Lead guitarist. Injected Hopeless. Cold. Twisted. Player. Seductive. Destructive.

The awful edges where you end and I begin
FRIENDSFRIENDSFRIENDS
The awful edges where you end and I begin

Harrison doesn’t do friends like normal people. He only ever lets a few people in, but even then he’s likely to remain guarded and keep most of himself hidden. That’s not to say he’s anti social. No, he’ll come across as the most social boy in the world, but it’ll be fake. He can be good with words when he wants to be, and so he chooses them carefully in each situation. You might think he’s your friend, your friend you always see at parties, your friend who brings out the worst, or the best in you, but you probably only see what he wants you to see, and if you don’t know something it’s because he doesn’t want you to. Naturally, he’s not an expert at being guarded and he does slip up sometimes. Sometimes he lets his emotions show, when he’d rather just forget he’s human. Other times he can have great control. As for parties, Harrison attends a lot of them but he hasn’t had a drop of alcohol since he killed his daughter in a drink driving accident; something barely anyone knows about, something nobody can know about. He’ll also probably bond with people over music because it’s his greatest escape.

Catastrophe in everything I’m touching
ENEMIESENEMIESENEMIES
Catastrophe in everything I’m touching

Whilst Harrison likes to play games with his enemies, whilst he likes to destroy them from the inside, he can also be an upfront dick when he wants to be, depending on whether he thinks the person is worth his time or not. If he really hates a person, they’ll probably only find out he’s ruined their life, slept with their girlfriend or betrayed them in some other way or form. Why does he usually hate people? Because they’re spoilt, because they’ve had things too easy, because he’s jealous of them. He struggles seeing people happy in a relationship, happy with their family. He’s likely to want to ruin someone just because they have something he doesn’t, because Harrison likes power and he likes to destroy things. As for people he openly treats bad, they’re probably people who annoy him, people who he doesn’t respect but not because they have something he wants, bands he’s rivalled with, people who go for him first. Of course, even so, revenge is always on his mind, even if it’s often idle. Harrison likes to get himself into fights, the main problem is he’s so weedy that he’s not very good at them.

Grind against your bones until our marrows mix
LOVERSLOVERSLOVERS
Grind against your bones until our marrows mix

Bisexual and promiscuious, one may assume that Harrison has no standards at all. It is true that he would allow his body to be defiled by almost anyone, but only for a certain purpose. He doesn’t place much by the feeling of disgust, instead he’s much more ran by his desires, goals and purposes; so if it meant he had to sleep with an obese, old man, for the purpose of his wife catching him, young Harrison would have no such problem. If you are yet to catch on, Harrison sees sex as a game of power and destruction. He has a habit of sleeping with the most vulnerable, innocent girl he can find at the end of a show, just to tarnish her. He likes destroying things that are beautiful. When he’s not treating sex as a twisted game, he actually does sleep with people he likes. It’s therefore likely that he’ll have a fair few friends with benefits, fuck buddies and one night stands. Harrison is wary when it comes to relationships because he hates letting people in, and he still has feelings for his ex (and final) Delphine, so real relationships are unlikely to happen; of course he can always be a dick and have a relationship with somebody because it’s just a game.

Never so much blood
ANYTHINGELSEEEE
Never so much blood

I like plots. I like all plots. I like plots dramatic mostly. Despite what I’ve just written above, Harrison is vulnerable. He doesn’t like to develop relationships because he’s terrified of getting hurt, of people having control over him. He refuses to acknowledge the death of his daughter as his fault, he refuses to visit her graveside. He’s not a robot bent on destruction, but he is an insecure boy bent on controlling everything around him so that nobody can ever destroy him as his parents did. If you have any questions, send me a pm. If you want to plot, make it dramatic. I’ll probably add my own stuff too, or agree to an awesome suggestion. I also like threads. So make sure to give them, yes?!

Lyric credit : The Horrors Of Our Love - Ludo

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[carson]

carson&&harrison

In a world where everyone knows everything about everyone he would probably hate her because she had an easy life with a loving family. She probably wouldn't like him much either seeing as he makes an effort to manipulate people. But..since everyone doesn't know everything about everyone, I think I will just say enemies? Since Carson is hiding something she would see the same thing in him and be really unsure about him. She would probably avoid him because she would think he's bad news. Doubt he would like her much anyways, she's a serious tease lol

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