Post by CALE DYLAN HARTFORD on May 4, 2013 21:55:27 GMT
cale dylan hartford
Sit down with thoughts alone now
With blood these lyrics came
[/center]age;; twenty two
gender;; male
band you are affiliated with;; contagious , screamer
sexuality;; heterosexual
play-by;; andy biersack
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Cale is a private person, he keeps his inner feelings to himself, most of the time. But that doesn’t mean he is not outgoing, because he can be. He puts on an air of confidence, that sometimes construdes itself of arrogance. He puts up a very tough exterior, many walls to keep everyone out. He is independent in that way, and tends to prefer to do things on his own, since he has been used to it for so long. Truth is, he is terrified of being alone and eventually goes back to whomever he tries to push away.
He can be a little bit blunt, sarcastic and extremely stubborn, but that’s just the way he is. He is the type of guy that does like to have fun, perhaps a little bit too much. He has a penchant for getting into trouble, as he does love a good party. He is incredibly reckless and does things without thinking, just so he can forget his past.
He is very passionate about his music, and dedicates alot of time and effort towards it. Being guarded has always been a negative trait of him, as he dislikes being open about his feelings, to anyone, since his rocky childhood and past, that he;d rather keep hidden to himself.
likes;;
-alcohol
-music
-cigarettes
dislikes;;
-jerks
-overly peppy people
-his privacy being invaded
quirks and habits;;
-he is a chainsmoker, ever since the age of fifteen
-bites his lip ring when he is uncomfortable
strengths;;
-determined
-diplomatic
-passionate
-strong willed
weaknesses;;
-extremely guarded
-cynical
-blunt
-reckless
fears;;
-losing his sanity
goals;;
-to be happy and move on
history;;
Cale's upbringing wasn’t exactly a happy story. He was born to two teenagers that were barely in a committed relationship to begin with. The boy, Bradley, well he never wanted anything to do with the girl, Lauren, after he found out that he had gotten her pregnant, at just sixteen. And needless to say, Cale never knew who his father was nor was he ever curious. his mother, well she did try to raise him on her own. Her mother did help out, occasionally, but it was clear the girl was struggling when her mother left.
It was soon made apparent that Lauren was suffering from post natal depression and was finding it hard to look after her young son. She had just dropped out of school and out of work and relied on her parents, They were just as stressed as she was and often lumped with looking after the baby. It wasn’t long before his mother decided to leave home and cope on her own, as her parents were giving her too much grieve already.
She got a job and at first was happy for the longest while. Until she got pregnant again. The girl was scared but happy to go through with the pregnancy as the kid’s father was willing to take on the responsibility. But unfortunately, lauren lost the baby and her boyfriend left soon after, because of the fighting. This made the girl upset and was severely depressed. Cale was about six by the time she was deemed unemployed and struggling to pay rent. She soon resorted to alcohol and would neglect her son’s needs. The girl ended up working the streets and to be honest, the boy never felt safe in his own home, when his mother would bring home clients.
It made him deeply insecure, as he was convinced his mother didn’t want him. Though, during his school years, the neglect didn’t go unnoticed for too long as he was quickly put in foster care. No that it healed any of his emotional scars. He did try to get ahead in life, with music. Music seemed to be a healer or at least a distraction. Not enough though, as he soon turned to running away frequently from his foster homes and getting into all sorts of trouble.
By sixteen he had gotten involved with drugs, though not so heavily and more recreationally. Still, he managed to get himself into a mess, when he met Cadence, a girl he went to school with. He subsequently dropped out of Highschool , and continued his reckless ways. That was till Cadence fell pregnant/ The boy was lost, not knowing what do really do, as he was still sleeping on friend's couches to get himself by. Though he was willing to stand by his girlfriend.
But it wasn't meant to be, as the baby was born prematurely and died only a few minutes after his birth. Cale was devastated, and his relationship with Cadence, strained. They split up, as they would fight constantly. He started to blame himself for everything that went wrong. He started to drink to get over his pain, and went back to being completely reckless.
There was a close call when he was admitted to hospital after an overdose, which shook him a little. But that didn't stop him from drinking, though he did cut back on the drugs. Vowing to make something of his life, he joined a band, trying to forget about the past and move forward.
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age;; twenty
what makes the world go 'round?;; REMOVED BY ADMIN.
roleplay sample;;
Today had been so lazy for Nik. He had barely moved, if at all, since he woke, at about noon. With no practise or any sets to play tonight, he was free to do..practically anything he wanted. So here he was...sitting on the bus on his iPhone. Yep, a very productive day, it seemed. The others were out, presumably somewhere, fun, as they weren’t back yet. It was nice to have the place to himself, a very rare occurrence. But pleasant, oh so perfect. He hadn’t bothered to get changed at all, until he had rather forwardly invited someone to his bus. Someone that he didn’t really know..but her profile picture was cute and..he was bored after all. Some company was great, female company, the icing on the cake.
So with that on the agenda for today, he managed to slide himself from his bunk, and near his dresser, or rather the suitcase where he kept most of his clothes. He pulled on some skin-tight jeans, black, vest top, black again and..that was about it. He also slid on his shoes and ran over to the mirror, to tidy up his hair. It was flying everywhere, and quite frankly doing his head in. Frowning, he tried to push back the annoying fly-away strand, so that it sat away from his eyes. A quick teasing and there, it was passable.
He had placed a thin line of eye-liner today, but otherwise, his look was natural, as he wasn’t going anywhere. But...he still needed to look good. And he was rather happy with his look, though he had slid on his leather jacket, feeling a bit chilly all of a sudden. Idly running his fingers through his jet black hair again, it still annoyed him. He wasn’t a patient person, and was all set for this ...meet up of sorts. He rummaged through his collection of DVDs, picking out the ones he was more than accustomed to watching. He really didn’t want to watch a chick-flick..oh god no. He had some in his pile, that his brothers had sent him as a joke and hadn’t bothered to chuck away. Hannah Montana the movie? Yeah, he seriously didn’t get why he hadn’t thrown that out yet.
Nik idly looked around, the place in a bit of a state. He picked up and threw the clothes that definitely weren’t his away from site and then finally managed to plop himself down on the couch, just waiting for the girl to arrive. He leaned back, gloved hands reaching to put the bottle of vodka on the table, instead of the floor. Almost knocked that over today already. He hadn’t really drank anything today, as he mostly didn’t feel like it. Not during the day anyway. The gentle humming of the wind outside did nothing to ease his impatience, as he flicked the remote at the TV screen, just waiting until he heard a knock.
Pushing himself off the couch he raced to the door, a big grin on his lips as he opened it. ”Come on in” he grinned, holding the door open for her.
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