Post by crystal on Dec 10, 2011 19:01:32 GMT
crystal dawn radcliff
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
[/center]age;; twenty-one
gender;; female
band you are affiliated with;; lilac obsession
position in band;; lead vocals
sexuality;; lesbian
play-by;; susan coffey
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Crystal is one of those people that holds herself very close. Shes had a lot of people wrong her in her life that its hard for her to trust people, but at the same time she has a lot of affection in her. She is very protective of her bandmates and any other friends she holds close. As long as you dont wrong her she will be on your side. Of course it will take a while for her to actually let her self open all the way to someone.
crystal loves to singing which is obviously why she is doing this, but she will sing or hum anytime. She is very hard to embarrass too. Of course its not impossible but its not easy. She isnt really a whore, she used to sleep around a lot back in highschool but after everything that happened she decided she was going to turn over a new leaf. She had promised herself life would be different for her. She does have some scars on her arms from when she used to cut herself and shoot up. Sometimes she has to really fight herself not to get back into it and music has really helped her.
She likes to play with hair so if she starts touching your hair or playing with it.. its completely harmless shes just loves hair. She is ashamed of who she used to be so she tends to stray from any conversatoin to do with her past. She likes to make those string bracelets so she tends to do that on her offtime as well. Even though the people in her band are all vocals she does know how to play several instruments and youll sometimes find her doing that as well. Is is very comfortable in her sexuality and she doesnt care what others think about her.
She definitely can get into moods so if you piss her off watch out. She is also very good at being snarky. She also has an eating disorder.
likes;; braiding bracelets, bass players, horror movies
dislikes;; ditzy people, overly mean people, her past
quirks and habits;; she likes to sucks the sugar off of certain candy but not eat the candy, she has an eating disorder,
strengths;; talented, strong willed, stubborn, easy to talk to
weaknesses;; her past, her weight, affection, chocolate
fears;; her past coming back to her, spiders
goals;; to keep succeeding
history;;
* born on march 26
* mom was an alcoholic
* was left at the mall at the age of 5
* In and out of several homes
* adoptive parents when she was 11 were very abusive. She was taken from there when the state found out
* fell in love with her best friend when she was 14
* when her friend found out she became her enemy and then exposed her to the school and made her life a living hell after that
* got into drugs and self mutilation
* had sex with the football quarterback to prove she wasnt into girls and he spread the rumor she was easy
* decided if you couldnt fight it just go with it and started just sleeping around
* met chelsea and fell for her, but refused to let herself be hurt again even though chelsea promised her she woudl never hurt her
* when she was nineteen she o'd'd and chesea found her.
* got into a huge fight with chelsea. Chels told her if she didnt let her help her that she was leaving because she couldnt see her hurt herself anymore Crys agreed
* a couple months later Chelsea walked in on her cutting herself and she left. Crystal was told later that she had been in a bad car accident and didnt survive.
* She was going to kill herself again but crystal swore she heard chelsea begging her to stop. After that she decided to change and here she is.
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age;; 25
what makes the world go 'round?;;
roleplay sample;; lemon squish
see greyson.
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